[ It's strange, a little, that Wash had an impression of this act as faceless where you hold someone's hips and stare at the line of their back and you can't see them because they're looking down and you'd have your eyes closed, anyway, not wanting to look, only wanting the part that was blind sensation.
This isn't like that. This is so far from that it's almost terrifying, Church reacting to the smallest motion Wash makes and pressing back into him and his voice muffled against Wash's neck and why why is it the Alpha AI that has to be the most honest of his lovers, the most human and open.
He tries his best to steady Church, no breath left to spare to say anything reassuring (and Church isn't listening anyway), lean down over him so his back actually meets the tabletop and he can hold on to Wash, and also to slow himself down, changing the angle of entry and thrusting deeper instead of faster. ]
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This isn't like that. This is so far from that it's almost terrifying, Church reacting to the smallest motion Wash makes and pressing back into him and his voice muffled against Wash's neck and why why is it the Alpha AI that has to be the most honest of his lovers, the most human and open.
He tries his best to steady Church, no breath left to spare to say anything reassuring (and Church isn't listening anyway), lean down over him so his back actually meets the tabletop and he can hold on to Wash, and also to slow himself down, changing the angle of entry and thrusting deeper instead of faster. ]