[ jesus. what he knows is the aggressive, dominating practices in the stud boxes, rearing up to mount something soft and yielding and churning his hips like a machine, hearing himself grunting and snorting, unable to see or even really touch his partner. he's been brutal in the past, too, rutting as hard and as fast as any animal. it was what was expected. his memories of Before seem hazy now, like the time before the occupation was just a dream. kissing someone in a dark theater, or asking them in for 'coffee' after a night out, or sneaking into a broom closet for five minutes of privacy all feel as foreign to him now as everything he'd learned under the Galra.
the only thing he can think of is to do the opposite, to deny the stallion instinct to get on with it and draw this out instead. the galra don't kiss. they don't believe in delayed gratification unless it's to be malicious about it, taunting and teasing someone to the point of frantic need. they don't believe in taking care of their partners, only chasing their own please.
so he slows down. he suckles at matt's nipples, rubbing them with calloused fingers until they're swollen and sensitive. he kisses around them, tasting matt's skin, nuzzling up to the column of his throat, and he flattens his palm down matt's soft stomach, slow enough to give him warning, before sliding between his legs to cup him there. ]
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the only thing he can think of is to do the opposite, to deny the stallion instinct to get on with it and draw this out instead. the galra don't kiss. they don't believe in delayed gratification unless it's to be malicious about it, taunting and teasing someone to the point of frantic need. they don't believe in taking care of their partners, only chasing their own please.
so he slows down. he suckles at matt's nipples, rubbing them with calloused fingers until they're swollen and sensitive. he kisses around them, tasting matt's skin, nuzzling up to the column of his throat, and he flattens his palm down matt's soft stomach, slow enough to give him warning, before sliding between his legs to cup him there. ]