[ keeping his gaze firmly averted is almost a torture itself, because he has to listen to the soft splashing noises and the little sounds and wonder, and his imagination has no moral objections to fantasizing about where matt's touching himself.
he jerks a bit when matt addresses him directly, guiltily yanked out of his inappropriate thoughts. ]
I-- you don't have to. You don't have to do anything that you don't want to, Matt, I'm not going to treat you like a-- a personal servant.
[ even if it would feel nice to get his harness all the way off and his coat rinsed of all the sweat and accumulated dust. ]
If... if you want, you could lead me over to one of the breeding stalls. Those have a showerhead that I can work on my own.
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he jerks a bit when matt addresses him directly, guiltily yanked out of his inappropriate thoughts. ]
I-- you don't have to. You don't have to do anything that you don't want to, Matt, I'm not going to treat you like a-- a personal servant.
[ even if it would feel nice to get his harness all the way off and his coat rinsed of all the sweat and accumulated dust. ]
If... if you want, you could lead me over to one of the breeding stalls. Those have a showerhead that I can work on my own.