[ And that extends to life and death too, buddy. Steve might not be outwardly suicidal, but it sure as hell didn't mean that he had no problems just giving it up and joining Bucky when the mission's completed. Even when I had nothing, I had Bucky, and without Bucky Steve had lost everything. How bad had it been, then, to simply sink into the frozen depths of the ocean?
And in the few years after he'd come back to life, he'd forgotten how to be happy, how to adjust to a world that didn't have Bucky Barnes in it, a world that didn't belong to him anymore.
He looks up at him, jaw set as he meets that white-hot rage head on. Home was Bucky, home was his smiles, his teasing, their days and nights together; their bad days and their good. So how can he go home when he doesn't have a home to go back to anymore? ] I missed you. So much, and every day.
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[ And that extends to life and death too, buddy. Steve might not be outwardly suicidal, but it sure as hell didn't mean that he had no problems just giving it up and joining Bucky when the mission's completed. Even when I had nothing, I had Bucky, and without Bucky Steve had lost everything. How bad had it been, then, to simply sink into the frozen depths of the ocean?
And in the few years after he'd come back to life, he'd forgotten how to be happy, how to adjust to a world that didn't have Bucky Barnes in it, a world that didn't belong to him anymore.
He looks up at him, jaw set as he meets that white-hot rage head on. Home was Bucky, home was his smiles, his teasing, their days and nights together; their bad days and their good. So how can he go home when he doesn't have a home to go back to anymore? ] I missed you. So much, and every day.